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These Chains of Mine

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They don't know,
The chains I've carried...
Hook to the drugs,
Addicted to sex,
Carrying past guilt.
They think they know everything,
I still have scars,
Pain inside still hurts,
Struggles every day
Desires within sight.
They can't change who I am,
I have to live with myself,
To deal with the past, present...
And decide on my future.
They just don't understand,
I was a girl once,
Grew up too fast...
Two scary men hurt me so much,
It was years, then I knew the truth...
They look at me now as being different,
If only they realized what occurred.
I was sexually abused...
So young, so innocent,
Those fricken monsters took that away.
They think I hate them,
It's just so hard still
For all the things I've done,
To make the past go away,
To forget what happened...
Sometimes I blame myself.
They'll know about it one day...
When I'm ready, when I'm not afraid
But I still struggle,
These chains have only begun to break
I thank God for that.
People have stood beside me,
Helped me in so many ways...
Thanks to all of them,
I'm coming back to who I really am.
The one, and only one...
Who can break these chains in the end...
A peom written when i was in a bad mood, really pissed off at my folks... hmmm go figure...
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apatheticSincerity's avatar
i totally understand... and have been thru the same shit... it sucks... :hug: