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They don't know,
The chains I've carried...
Hook to the drugs,
Addicted to sex,
Carrying past guilt.
They think they know everything,
I still have scars,
Pain inside still hurts,
Struggles every day
Desires within sight.
They can't change who I am,
I have to live with myself,
To deal with the past, present...
And decide on my future.
They just don't understand,
I was a girl once,
Grew up too fast...
Two scary men hurt me so much,
It was years, then I knew the truth...
They look at me now as being different,
If only they realized what occurred.
I was sexually abused...
So young, so innocent,
Those fricken monsters took that away.
They think I hate them,
It's just so hard still
For all the things I've done,
To make the past go away,
To forget what happened...
Sometimes I blame myself.
They'll know about it one day...
When I'm ready, when I'm not afraid
But I still struggle,
These chains have only begun to break
I thank God for that.
People have stood beside me,
Helped me in so many ways...
Thanks to all of them,
I'm coming back to who I really am.
The one, and only one...
Who can break these chains in the end...
The chains I've carried...
Hook to the drugs,
Addicted to sex,
Carrying past guilt.
They think they know everything,
I still have scars,
Pain inside still hurts,
Struggles every day
Desires within sight.
They can't change who I am,
I have to live with myself,
To deal with the past, present...
And decide on my future.
They just don't understand,
I was a girl once,
Grew up too fast...
Two scary men hurt me so much,
It was years, then I knew the truth...
They look at me now as being different,
If only they realized what occurred.
I was sexually abused...
So young, so innocent,
Those fricken monsters took that away.
They think I hate them,
It's just so hard still
For all the things I've done,
To make the past go away,
To forget what happened...
Sometimes I blame myself.
They'll know about it one day...
When I'm ready, when I'm not afraid
But I still struggle,
These chains have only begun to break
I thank God for that.
People have stood beside me,
Helped me in so many ways...
Thanks to all of them,
I'm coming back to who I really am.
The one, and only one...
Who can break these chains in the end...
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A peom written when i was in a bad mood, really pissed off at my folks... hmmm go figure...
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i totally understand... and have been thru the same shit... it sucks...